Hmmmm....

So things are getting a little stressful with all this "wedding planning" stuff. Shouldn't it be easy? I mean, this is the most important time of your life, when you're getting ready to spend eternity with someone? Then again, I am pretty much a spazz and freak out about every little thing, so again, this may not be a new thing. Anywhoo.... I'm so tired of Jared not being here. I want him to hurry up and find a job so I can see him! 2 days a week is not NEAR enough. Emiline and Thaxton's wedding reception is tomorrow and we all know "who" will be there. Can't wait for that! But I am the one with the ring on my finger! I'm really liking it here in the Pinehurst area. I love being around Jared's family and getting to know them. I never thought that any other city could be "home" to me, but this just fits. And their family fits me too. Hooray for it being Friday! Jared though, has decided to stay at home until tomorrow to play softball. I wasn't happy with this decision of course, but apparently it doesn't matter to him. As a female we take it personally when I guy chooses another activity over being with us, when in reality, I know, in our case, Jared really just wants to play ball. And it is the last game so I should be ok with him playing, I just would rather him want to be with me instead. Jared is just not "that kind" of guy. He's not very big on expressing his feelings. I don't think most guys are, but it would be nice every now and then for him to tell me how much he loves me. He does tell me he loves me all the time, but....I think I ask too much of him. Erin = Drama Have a great weekend!